Sweep Me Off My Feet Again

Bye now

2010-10-19T16:37:00.003+08:00

Graaahhh :D i think i'd be using tumblr nowww, so byeeee :D
visitttt meeeezx
http://gummybearlove-faith.tumblr.com/

Come Back To Me

2010-10-11T13:26:00.003+08:00

And i let you go, i'd set you free,
and when you see what you need to see :)

Grahhh i'm waiting so longgggg. ): My mummyy is so slowww. Oh crap, she has to redo her email, cauz she accidentally deleted the whole thingg. oh Gawsh, i've been waiting for Years. ): Eating my trafficlight gummy bears. :) teehee. I'm bored ttm. Promised mummy to go ikea w her. Hehehhe. today's so boringggg. ): i dont wna go schl on wed for oral! ): And its CHINESE. ): Saveeee meeee somebodaye. haha. Grrrrrr, ok bye. i'm so lazy to bloggggg. :D

~~"i've given up, trying so hard, to give you up"~~

Today would be good,

2010-10-09T15:53:00.003+08:00

GRAHHHH
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR! :D i should be partying but i'm not. i should be getting more sleep but i'm not. i should be i should be i should be.. but i'm not!!!! ): Grrr, i'm bored ttm. my mum dont let me go out cauz got people coming my houseeyy ): Sienz. Okto got nothing much to watch today. (except fingertips!) hehehe i miss kidscentral! ): got carebears and and Dora the explorer. ): hehehe i'm boreeeeeeeeeed. hah but at least i dont need to study alrd. hehe i think hols i shall start revising. haha ive been doing last min rev all my life. now i gotta be a proper and more determined Nerd and study even harder than before. hehee. but still, for now, i shall rest. give it a break manz :D heehee. Oh gosh i wna eat hello panda!!! ): boooo hehe and and i need to shop badlyyy ): ): ): boo~
ok bye, i'm off to watch shows ((((:

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2010-09-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

I shouldnt be falling. for. you.
I guess, i've alrd fallen for you. :(
Arggggg, fmlzzzz. :(

Yes No Maybe So,

2010-09-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

Argggg, i'm so lazy to upload the rest of the photos. :D heehee, boooooooo~ Tmoz is school reopen, but i aint going. YAY! :D but i got piano exam ): sighhhh im nervous. I NEED CONFIDENCE! ): ahhhhh, sienz. ): sighhhhh, i havent even done all the hol hw, esp amath. i did like the first few questions and i felt like omggggg shit i'm dead. ): Eoys in 16days now. ): ahhhh, could someone kill me now. ): i am so dead. with my phy in that lousy state.. i'm in for trouble. hahahahhahahha.
oh a lighter note, should i cut my hair? :D or not?
i should.
or maybe i shouldnt
or i should!?
or maybe not.
Yes.
ummm no. hell no.
oh maybe so.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! i cant make up my minddd.
okay bye world! bye. :D

Crystal Clear;

2010-09-08T14:16:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh i still cant go for training today. ): arggg. i really hope i can go fr the match tmoz. if not i'd cry a river. ): hahaha. I miss TERIWONGMEI!♥ holidays are not that good. Too many homework, so little time. ): ARGGGGGG. God, please help me. ): ahhhhhhh. hehehe anyw i love that song. hahahha so cute leh. :D hehehe yayness!~ hahaha. yawns. i slept at one and woke up at one. hahah how awsum is that. hahaha later stil got tuition. sighz. okay bye.

Sick

2010-09-07T14:24:00.002+08:00

YAY! i;m back from malaysia! :D hehehe it was quite fun la. just that i got this stupid hugemongous blister on my finger, and some sicknessss. ): which makes my tummy hurt and pratically my whole body ache like a walnut!): boooooo~ and and whats worse was on th way back, it was raining heavily, so we couldnt follow uncle raymond's car as we couldnt see. so we got lost. end up going in rounds, and ended up at some shopping mall. and bought a map, and finally reached home at like 12 plus. oh gosh. it was so tiring. and Peace keep sleeping on me. ARGGG/: hahaha, i'd upload photos soon. today didnt go training :'( sighhh. i hope i gws. ahhh.

I wished you were,

2010-08-31T21:00:00.002+08:00

hehehe this is th obs pictures :D heehee. i lazy upload the rest. hahha. Hannah finally uploaded it. ;D hehe omgggg, i'm waching the nine oclock show nowwww. omggggg. so scary, hehehe. okok byeeee now. :D hehehe

BOOOOOOOOO

2010-08-21T14:43:00.006+08:00

Thats it man! Thats my new fringe which totally looks screwwwwed! ): Freak manz. ): I look like a retard ): Ahhhhhhhh. Damn it la. ): RAWRRR. i'm bored. its saturday and i dont feel like studying. I just revised poaaaaaaaaaa ): it tooooook me sucha long time to settle downnn! ): I guess i should start studying soooon. Hahaha. Commontests results are out. All are okay, except for science! Wth, i studied and i got like 6/25 for phy and 8/25 for chem. hahaha. i finished the papers in 5minz. and i just played w elmo. :( Ahhhhhhhh idk how to do a singleeee thinggg. Booooooo. ): ohwell. i havent post in sucha longggg time. haha. My kneeeez are like spoilttt. ): Seen the sports medicine doctor. No cure leh. onlyyy can go like physiotherapyyy! :( which will be next month. hahha ohwell, can skippppp claasss! (: heeehee. Wheeeeee~ BE JEALOUS ya! :D

hehhehe. kkkkkk, shall end hereeeee., idk what to say alrddd. heehee. Byelove~~~~~

~~ireallymisstalkingtoyousomuchmore. Butitsnevergnabethesameeveragain. Forgetttttttandmoveon.~~

Love.

2010-08-09T13:18:00.005+08:00

Hi world. :D

hahaha. Its SINGAPORES BIRTHDAY TODAY! :D Oh and MARCUS KO's too! (He's superrr cute and guailan and crazy.) :D heheehe Wheeee~ Ahhhh, i'm supposed to go out to eat buffet today but its a public hol, and so crowded. So i'm like going to Rachel ee's house later to celebrate my brother's early birthdayyyy :D hehehe. Oh Gawshhhh, i havent buy him presenttttt ): Ahhhh. hehehe, i'd get that later then. :> heeee. I am so sleeeeepy. After obs i havent rested much, or should i say not enough. :D hehehe. The pula ubin mosquitos are really HARDCORE man. ): bite for one week alrd still itchy. ): UNFAIR lor. ): hehehe. I'm so boreeeed. I miss my OBS group, NEHRU! :D hehehee, ATC FTW MAN! :D hehehe. It was quite fun la just that we had an asss hole in our group. hahaha. I didnt thought i could survive not taking a shower for just oneeee day! Oh man. i flooded myself w johnson baby powder :> heehee. I looked weird though. heheh oh and i didnt bring elmo! O: he was so sad without meeeee. ):

;D Rahhhdaaadeeee. I watched soccer last night. :D MAN U WIN OK! :D heeehee. YAY! :D hhehehe. I havent posted so much in sucha long while. hehehe~

WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA?

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! :D

Hahahaha i'm super boredddd. :( hahaha. My sister is playing piano! :D hahahaa. Which reminds me, EXAM IS COMING!!!!!! :O :O :O RAWRRRR, dieeeee. hahaha.

Blaaadeeedaaa. okay i shall end here post someother timee :>

Bye Love ._.

2010-07-31T15:24:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

obs on monday! ): I dont wna go. ): RAWR. okay, maybe it isnt gna be so so bad, but.. ): ARGGG. hahahaha. its gna be dirtyyy. ): which i dont want! cannot bathe, ): Sienz ttm. hahah. I'm not done packing everything yet uh. And i dont wna bring so many trackpants. Look like kuku only can! >:( hahaha. Oh and i cant believe after obs, when we return to school, still got to train. :[] i bet my battery flat alrd la. :p hahahah. shall post bout it when i come backk.

hahaha. My sister is crying now cauz i give her spelling so many many times than she always wrong. hahahah! dumb la. Cry for what la! :/ hahaha. Later i'm gna shop fr clothes and other obs stufff. :)))) heehee yay! :D okay, Byeeeee. ("/)

JINYOU!: i got post ok! :D hahahaha. :>

but then again,

2010-07-29T18:27:00.003+08:00

Today, I didnt go to school. Muma said i didnt need to go if i didnt want to. So, yeah. Well, teri told me my marks. ): It was kinda disappointing, especially for emath. I only got like 32/40! Arggg, i bet there're manymany carelesss mistakes! >:O Heh, but chinese 30/50. Hehehe, i thought i'd F. A. I. L. :> heehee. And and i'm really scared for obs. like seriously, idk if i'd dieee there! :O haha. I could just die doing those high elements!!!!!! :O hahaha, but at least i'd be off from the house. Lets just say, i'd take a one week break. Sigh.. ):

I'm still in a mess. My life is screwed now. :/ and i dont wna go into details. But its kinda irrinoying. Like especially when i didnt do anything wrong and i've to bear the same consequences as the one that went wrong, i mean like, omgz, unfair ttm! wth la.

~~I hate talking to you now. Infact, i dont even feel like replying your smses. You're like damn dulan and damn -.-! Idk how to describe you. You know now, I hate you. >:(~~

2010-07-28T12:40:00.004+08:00

OMG YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~

Commontesttt is overrr! :D And its like super early i came home today:D but gotta go back fr training later. :D I'm superrr happy! :) hehe ( although i know i screwed up the whole entire commontestt!) ahhaa, obs is nextweeek. And i'm SCARED. ): Who would wna sleeep in a place full of mosqiutos, And probably FROGGIESSS! ): Arggg, the tought of it just fweeeks me out la! ): ARGGG, i just wna canoe! :D heeheee.. Ohwell, i hope i'd have fun. HOPE.

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heh, hmm, Recently, i'm really really troubled. ):

And sad.

and upset.

And and and.. ):

i'm in sucha DELIMA.

haiz.

okbye. D:

way back into love

2010-07-16T16:10:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhh,

I will not text him,

...

omg, i texted him! ):

Been rather upset lately. ):

Common test is also coming soon, and i'm oh so dead cauz idk what to study and i havent been studying. ): RAWRRRR. ): i dont feel like posting actually. just keeping this alive. :>

so okay, bye. :D

FMLZ

2010-07-12T20:38:00.003+08:00

I HATE TAKING PUBLIC BUSES THESE DAYS >:(

Yesterday, i dropped my mum's ezlink into the seat(swayyyy), Then stuck inside, cannot come out! Argg, stupid seats!

Today, i pressed the door bell, or bus bell, whatever. But the bus never stop. in the end, had to walk back from the other bus stop! >:( Stupid SBS! >:(

Ps these days i v lazy update. :D okaybye. :D

Sorry

2010-07-02T21:31:00.003+08:00

SORRY.

You should have known,

It's too hard for me):

Well, this week school reopen! :O Arggg, i'm deaddeaddead tired. ): Lost the netball match w blaze on wed. ): haha. but at least i know what i went wrong and what i did right :D Hehe, today had training, OMG TGIF! :D i'm super duper tired! ): my muscles are aching ttm! ):

RAWRRRRZ! :D i'm too lazy to post. i'm watching telly naoz! :D Yayness! :>

Tioman trip

2010-06-25T23:06:00.009+08:00

Group photos;

Family photos (",)

Play cards at nighttt :D

Lunch? Dinner? (:

on the way there, was ultra bored. (in the ferry) :>

Hahaha, on th whole it was fun la. :D took me some time to upload. This stupid googlechrome always got problem. ok bye. i'm superrrr tired. More photos on fb instead. cuz here is v hard to post. :D heheheh

2010-06-19T13:23:00.001+08:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!

I'd be leaving fr malaysia and be back on wed evening.(i think)

So Mia for a while yeah! :D

byeee!

Bitch! :>

2010-06-17T10:37:00.002+08:00

Arggg, i feel so tired naoz! ):

Yesterday,

Woke up so early, got ready, and went to meet jaime. We waited at mrt fr some girl from her blogshop to come collect th stuff. And apparently, she didnt come. Laughs, idiot only. So went up and bought tickets for The Karate Kid. :D Omg, it was awsum! :D except that we got the first row all th way to th right, so my head was strained ): RAWRRR. Then after the show, went to T1 basement to meet yushan. :D buy food and eat, waited fr the rest to come. :P then too mrt, to the staduim and walked to kallang fr match. Hahaha, pathatic, only had 8 people that day. All go holiday lah! D: And in the mrt, i kept losing my balance. Oh and and my contact lens rolled behind, idk how. it was scaryyyy! like omg, it like disappeared.): So pain. ): SCREWED! hahhaa, than dad fetched me :D phew! was super tired. :>

Later we're going plmgs fr a friendly. ;) heehee. I hope we win win win win win WIN! :D hahahahah okay bye.

Forget it,

2010-06-14T19:30:00.003+08:00

There's just one word in my head naoz! S-L-E-E-P! O: Argggg, i slept at 2:30am and woke up at 9:30. Thats just bout 7hours. ): So little. Gahh, oh well. Woke up, got ready. Then was about to leave the house when i just remembered that i left my wallet in the car, behind the seat! ): And mummy and daddy just went out to ikea. So i had to wait fr them to be back. Then they came and daddy drove me to tanamerah mrt. Was supposed to meet teri wong mei there! but in the end, she was late as usual! And so i walked to her condo gate. hehe, than we had to walk sucha longggg way to some place fr her to cut her frigging hair. We were late! And we had to wait so long. :P And the place she go to cut hair is so weird. It's like somebodys house! :P Hehehe. Then we were msging gail! :D she rebornded her hair todayz! :D i wna wna wna wna see! :D hahah. Than, she cut her hair(weirdz), but look the same la. just more.. Poofed upz! :P hahaha sorry. No offence. :D hehehe. then went to her house, act lunch and watched telly, wanted to take photos, but in the end, we only took one! :D hahahha. Stupid! :> Then went to Tamp library to return our books, and we both had to cheong to tuition. She was on time, while i was LATE! ): Jeez, my teacher wasnt mad anyway. Well, i was pratically falling asleep learning TRIGO! ): Sucks ttm! Okay, shitty long post. Bye! ("/)

2010-06-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

OMG, i luvvvv this songggg ((:

2010-06-11T22:37:00.001+08:00

WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE! -.-

why the hell do you expect so much from me!

You keep saying i've changed when you are the one being so rude.

Seriously, i've tried my best to make things work out anyway.

Now, i shall fucking not give a shit yea!

Thanks ok. bye!

!@#$%^&*

wtf.

Boy, i'd be fine.

2010-06-11T21:03:00.004+08:00

Wednesday, 09/06/2010,

Woke up at 10.30am. Got ready, packed things, went to take bus and then Mrt to Teri's house. Blahdeedaaa. I almost got lost. and the underground thingy didnt have signal. :B Laughdieme. Teri almost died when she was telling me th directions. :D hehehe. Shhhh! dont tell them what i did after i tapped my card. (laughs*) :D Went her house to do the lit proj. We were supposed to do it w qianting too, but she like just kup our phone. Muhaha, so oh well, guess she'll have to do it herself then. After doing, we camwhored. :D So funny. And her house is really pretty :D hehe. Tessa was so funny too. :D RAWRRR. then at 6:30, we had to make our way to kallang. cuz SHS Speed Vs U14(tessa playing). hehe. so we're like playing against each other. ): Teri and Jazryl came to watch(L)! :D thanks! :D hehehe., but our game sucked. ): I played all four. Laughs. charis not thr, kailin not thr. ): then th play was a huge mess! ): Screwed up. oh well. Then daddy & mummy picked me up from kallang, and homesweethomed <:

Yesterday, 10/06/2010,

I woke up late. ): Lucky i msged my cousins and they just left their house. so they went back in. haha. Then went to watch nanny mcphee and went to eat eighteen chefts. :D hehe. Omg wynn was damn retarded. And matilda, i'm sorry we left you w your salted fish! hahahhaahha!(insidejoke) :> hmm, then i hurried home cuz had tuition and i was still so tired. :D

Today,

TRAINING! :D hehehe. i think i had fun. Speed training wasnt so tough afterall. :D sprints were ok. but my legs are aching nwwww. ): its like omgggg. sucks! ): but ahh, funfunfun! :D then had match w seniors. :D but we lost. ): play was messssyy again. idk why. ): but i'm glad CHARIS SO AI HUI IS BACK! :D wheeeee! missed her alottt! :D haha. And yiling is leaving today! ): And cheryl, adelia, abi, mat, hannah, all leaving sooooooon! ): Then sienzzzzz. left so little people! ): i hope still can play a game. :P Cuz wed still got match leh. ): RAWRRR! okay, long post ya!

Byebyebyebyebye!

All that you've said,

2010-06-07T15:47:00.003+08:00

Geee, I'm really really sleepy. ): I dont really like holz. Oh just look at al the homework thats piling up! ): Argggg, it gets on my nerves just by looking at them. Spent 1hour doing 10 Amath questions and realising not one is correct just puts me down, totally ): How could anyone understand log or ln or some shitz they have. ): ARGGGG, i know i'm dead. ): Should i consider dropping amath? ): sigh, stressed. Everyones started on hol assignments. Not that i havent, but i only did abit. And i really mean abit!): Ahhhh. speaking bout Umpiring netball..Dont ask, it isnt something good. It was just a waste of my time! Sienz, i'm really dead tired. Oh well, i guess, i'm better off without holidays (besides th sleeping in thing). :D hahhaa. Okay, i shall stop my rants here. Bye for now :>

I dont need no parachute,

2010-06-03T14:09:00.003+08:00

Hellohellohellohihihihihi! :D

RAWRRRR, Teri wong mei! You scared me! you said you had chicky poxz! ): haha. Rahh! You better not have that! Or there goes our outing you silly piggg! :D hehhe. Omg, now that its holidays i'm feeling worse than ever. I cant be bothered to revise or do hol assignments. ): Ahhhhhhh. i'm bored to deathhhhhh. hehhe. Hmmm, Yesterday we won Extreme juniors(greenviewsec) hahhaha. Yessssssssssssss! :D You know when i heard bok shout, omgggg, i felt highhh! :D i luv him to shout at his team. Lmao. :D But ohwell, we won 46-26. (: I played first 3 quarters. First quarter, i played like shit. ): But subsequently, hehe, got better(: hehehe. I luv playing w matilda! :D hehe and i hope KAILIN will come back soooooon ): Missed her ttm lah! :/ oh well. Sienzzzz. ): Gee, shall end here. idk what to post and i'm falling asleep prettyyyy soon. ): Bye now.

Universal studio

2010-06-01T19:39:00.016+08:00

Ahhhh, it took me so long to upload everyth. HAHA. okay bye now. (:

i wonder if i ever crossed your mind

2010-05-27T11:47:00.002+08:00

I sprained my ankle yesterday. D: Cuz i crashed into abigail tay. Haha. ohwell, not first time la. Idk why leh, when people look at my legs they say they see like my legs are gna break anytime. Haahaa. and i fell on the same knee again. And yiling, yushan, tiff and seraphina, grab me and put the fweeging qing chao you. D: V painnn lah. ): Yushan keep saying" just squeeze my hand.." all that. Yiling, " not pain one!!! eh dont hate us ok." Lol! she's damn retarded. AHHHH. ok bye.

Sports day

2010-05-25T18:32:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhh. I screw up sports day like totally! i didnt win anyth. Oh well, whatever :D hehe. i actually hate running a hell lot. Honestly, yesterday's training alr 2.4km like shit lah! ): HAHA. After my 400m ( which i actually over took channel, the 3rd one, then i end up 4th, LMAO), they said i looked pale. Laughs, i was shivering lah! :C hahaha. Regret running 400m! suckz! ahhaha. anyway next year no sports day, only have crosscountry :D so i'd just pon cross country. :D hehe. i aint gna run the whole bedok reservior. Its like sienz! :D hahahaha. Then went gail's house helped her get ready fr her council commendation :D heheeh. She was so cute, trying to pull up the stockings without making holes in it! hahahahah GAIL, You rawk today! :D First fr 200m And 100m! :D i'm proud of you dearie :D (BIG HUGZ!) hehehe. Then after that, left her house and homed. :D Heehee, gail you just called me! :D hahahaha i'd text you later and i AM updating my blog you dummyyy! :D hehehe. I'm going out to celebrate my sister's birthday nowwww! Byebye :D

Why are dads better than mumz.

2010-05-24T22:09:00.002+08:00

I'm daddy's girl :D

GRRRRR! i'm too lazy to even post a photo, i'm so blardy angry. -.- These few days my mum's been getting mad and shouting like crazy over nothing but my handphone. She keep treathening to confiscate it. Its like wth lah, what does she even want from me. The blardy handphone isnt affecting her in anyway. She just wants to act like she's in control, And as typical adults, they say A means A, you say B means wrong. But if they say B, but you say B, they will say oh, its different, When OBVIOUSLY, its just the same. -,- Seriously, she spoiled my mood for 4 days in a row. I come back from school, oh so HAPPY, walk in only, give that gl face. scold scold scold. Just cuz tmr i'm gna change unlimited sms then she keep scolding and treathening. In and out all confiscate, cancel line, & EVERYTHING! what the hell is her problem sometimes! Not that i dont love her, cuz sometimes i do, but at times, NO! I cant stand her I-am-always-right-and-you-are-always-wrong-cuz-you're-a-kid look! -,- What is the world turning into. At least daddy's better(: He like told me to relax and everyth and he say he'll change fr me the plan, and yeah. He gives me money :D hahahah. Like what nice dads do you know :D i ask him bring me somewhere to eat, he okok :D I said when i go holiday i dont wna swim in the ocean w fishes everywhere around me he said ok, you can come fishing with me. Oh, i oh so love him ttm(Y) :D Why cant mummy be like him? Cant mums be less pms or whatever? Cant they control their emotions? Oh and P.S. You cant ever mention the 3 letters PMS, they'll blow their tops. -,- Cuz they dont really face the facts. Like TYPICAL women. Lmao. I'm so blardy pissed lah. I think i'm better off not going home, :D i'm much in a happier mood else where. Oh just FML! >:(

2010-05-22T19:42:00.005+08:00

Blahhboobahhhhbanggzzxcbleahhhh(:

Hehehe. Today went fr umpiring "test". Well, they cheat our feelings. They said it was a test but in the end, they say this is just a practise. Cuz we umpired kids net, and they cant judge our standard from there. ): Wthhhhhh! Itzzzzz a waste of my time lehh. Lucky yiling, hannah, and kailin never go :B Haaaa, so 5june need go again. :/ Lolololll. So sleepppy leh. I think i was half sleeping half umpiring. Shhhhhh! :D hahaha. I got tired of blowing whistles, jumping over puddles, and blah blah. oh and WHY DOES IT ALWAYS RAINS WHEN WE ARE UMPIRINGGGGGG! ): oh bother! One girl slipped lor! And i was standing beside her, cuz she went to get the ball. And she hit her head on the Floor lehh! ); GOSH! i asked her if she was ok, then i got scolded ): Haaaa. so much fr being a caring hildan yeah! What happened to the core values! ): THEY JUST SCREWWWS ME UP AT CRITICAL SITUATIONZ!!! ): Then went to eat at Kfc with yushan and charis. :D And took bus 31 back to tamp! IT WAS SOOOOO FUN! :D we talkeddddd alotttttt on the bus! :D hehehe. It was ultra funnn! Like the best long bus trips you could ever get :D hehe. But mummy called me, then fetched me from inter, Said someth that screwwws up my mood up and i got pissed. Lol. Dont wna elaborate.

Hmm, okay i shall tell you bout my screw up marks fr this mid year ): It dropppped a hell lot since last term. Shit!

English: 64.2

Emath: 68

Amath:62

Chinese: 58.8

POA: 70

PhyAndChem: 44

Humans: 62

Yeahh, did i miss out anyth? HAHA. oh well. shit lah, Really. ): idk why i failed science lehhhh. ):

Haaa, ok bye! i'm Tired D.E.A.D SLEEPYYYY. And i'm eating strawberry pocky(Y)!

Ride that Rainbow(:

2010-05-20T20:11:00.003+08:00

Hellohellohello! :D that was service learning on saturday. We were kinda slacking. Haaaaa. Then yeah. But we did packing. Other photos are w bessie. So gotta wait fr her to upload. HAHA. Then i'd do the powerrrrpointt! :D heehee. RAWRRRRR! :D

Yesterday had netball match. Played w bedok Csc. Two words for them BITCHY SLUTZ! :D HAHAHAHAH. oh well, yeah. i shallnt elaborate. Ask me fr details. It's superrrr funnaye. Laughdieme! :D hehehehehe. Reached home at 11pm ): And waited till 12 And called yushan to wish her happybirthday.

So today, HAPPYBURPDAYYUSHANTWINNIE! :D heehee. Iloveyou dearie. You've been as AWSHUM twinnnie and hope all your wishes and dreams come true. :D Give you your presie soonnn :D ahahaha. Had class cheer pract today. It got somewhere but didnt get somewhere. lololololll. Its complicated. but i aint gna do it. cuz i injured myself during yesterday's match. So yeah. And i'm kinda disappointed today. ): i failed Comb science. And i was pretty upset. ): i cried tilll my eyes hurted a hell lot and my contact lens felt dry. ): Its like my results are dropping. ): Sighhhhhh. Shitz. ): only my Lit, english done well. Poa and a math dropped alotttt! ): Shitz! i've gotta study harder. Guess this was my best., but it wasnt enough.. sighhh. Goodbye! ):

This is where we stand.

2010-05-15T14:16:00.003+08:00

Hellohellohello(: I'm watching败犬女王! :D it's superrrr nice! :D hahahahaha. But some parts make me CRY! ): ahahhaha. Yesterday, i slept so so so so late lehhh): I'm half awake now. Heehee. Sorry Teri, Jazryl, John And Zhan wui. Cant go out w you guys today. Yesterday's training made me ache all over. ): So i dont feel like going out. I walk like a DUCK ): hehez. RAWR! But training was not bad lah. I think my stamina dropped a hell lot. And there's league on wednesdayyyy! GO SHS NETBALL ! hehe. ok bye! :D i'm so so lazy to blog these days :D

shitttttttz you

2010-05-13T19:19:00.005+08:00

"Givingggggg up...GIVEN up! :D"

Hiiiiiiiiiiii! Exams are OVER! And i'm so so happy(: But i think i screw up my papers. but ohwell, nevermind. Todayy went to playyyyyyy and eat w gail and teri :D hahaa. Gail lah! Eat so much, influence me! :D hahahaha. Tomorrow Training is resuminggggg! :D YAY ME! i missed training. But TWOPOINTFOUR! ): DRATZ! hahaha. but should be fun one! hahaa. ok bye. i'm so lazy to blog properly these days :D haaaa.

Break awayyy

2010-05-03T00:33:00.004+08:00

JOCELYN YEO, I MISSED YOU ALOT! ):

Friday, 30 April

Had english Mye. ): Oh. Diezzzz. i'm afraid i screwed up my paper one which is the letter/ report/ composition. O: Hehe. oh wellz. Then headed to dentist. :D heehee. it was FUN :D i was laughing all the way. :D heehee, except when she did my teeth cuz i must say, it hurted a hell lot. ): Anyway, i stayed up muggggging till 12 plus(: Izzz pay back time. The whole week kept playing. Studied less. ): I'm ultra scared fr Poa and and SS and Lit And.. AMATH! ); Oh darn it. ): RAWRRRR! i hope i can at least get top 10 in class, or i'd be awfully disappointed. ): Haizzz..
Okay so yupp ;\

Yesterday, 1may

Woke up early. Went cemetry, cuz its a family thing. :P haha. The weather was HAWT >:( Hehe. then went to a hotel to eat. HAHA. laughed with cousins like Alotttttt! :D These days i think laughing has became my hobby or something like that lor :D heeheehee.
And And HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYONG(:

Today, 2may

Went to church. Sighhh, its very ARGH! somebodaye talked to us, (me and my sister) And now. idk whut. ): okay. Then headed fr lunch. Got pissed cuz siblings made alotttt of noise. Got mad and angry. Felt like slapping them, but didnt. (: Then watched telly before heading to tuition. Shall not elaborate what happened on the way there cuz it made me pissed again. Then tuitioned. And daddaye came to fetch us then yeah. Went parsir ris park for celebration for mother's day for my grandmother, mertanal side. (: Had fun w cousins. Laughed and ate alottt. Again. oh well, i'm getting fat! ): SADDDD! hahaha. yupp.
Then home sweet home(:

And somemore photos will upload later lah :D heehee. its w my cousin :D

Caution,

2010-04-29T19:30:00.004+08:00

" & ILUVYOU, HELL LOT ): "

Today was ultra fun! :D qianting, Gail and teri came my house. :D we laughed like mad from the bus till i reached the front door :D Heee. I raced them up the lift! My lift reached first :D Neh neh ni poo poo! :P hahahaha. Then keep making and playing w the ice thing. After a while, we finally all studied chem together :D it was FUN :D hehehehe. Tomorrow's english paper 1 and 2! :D and we'll all be doing it in the hall :D omg cool cool cool :D i just hope its not too stuffy and all that :P Hehehe :/ RAWR. And i'm really regretting a few things right now,

#1: i really regret knowing kenny yeo. =.= He's a ________. And dont be mistaken, I AINT going out w him. In fact, i hate him ttm!

#2: i regret telling ____________! ):

haizzzz. heee. okay, i guess i'd be MIA-ing fr quite sometime. :D so yeah :/ TTFN :D

shitz you!

2010-04-23T21:39:00.001+08:00

DISAPPOINTED IN YOU,

FUSTRATED WITH YOU,

PISSED CUZ OF YOU!

oh when oh when, would you know i like H I M,

and never ever Y O U.

oh please oh please, ):

you've ruined me totally!

and its like W T F lah! >:O

Delete you off my mind,

2010-04-21T20:19:00.005+08:00

Today is like SPORTS HEATS! omg i was so so so so so so SO scared cuz i'm running 400m. And i've not been running like in a long while. Or maybe just running a little. HEHE. But i was superrrr nervous. Not saying how many people were there and many people fell cuz the floor was WET due to the rain. RAWR. i was like what if i fall, what if i'm the last, what if i was leading and i become last? OMGOMGOMG. hahahha. scary lah! but in the end, GUESS WHAT? i didnt run at all. DUMBNESS! :D hehehehe. cuz only 8 people and all 8 of us go finals lor((: OMG, yay! :D heehee. My waist still hurts. During pe i did my 5 stations. FAILED SBJ leh! ): Well expected. But what the shitz. 140 leh. ): hahaha. So yeah. Oh okay, thats all :D Shall end here.

Today

i would paint the white roses red for you,

2010-04-20T19:59:00.006+08:00

Last saturday,

Matilda and Abigail's birthday party :D Laughed like mad. It was so super funny. Will post the videos when i have the time, or when i get it :D HAHA

Last sunday,

Went church, -dratz- got scolded cuz i got up lateee! :D Then went to church, then homed. Watched telly & cried cuz the showww was so touching. Awwww. HEHE. then headed for tuition and felt awfully tired. ): Heehee, oh well. Idontknow if i should quit tuition. I kinda dreaddddd chinese tuition alotttt! ): cuz sundays won't be my free day )))):

Monday(yesterday),

Woke up superrrrr late! :( Cuz praise didnt wake me up, and yeah. I rushed to school and made it on time! YAY ME! :D hahahaha. blah blah, monday's timetable's a DREAD! like totally): but couldnt skip cuz cant afford to skip POA lessons. Poa test was a killer. ): Faithizzsososososodead. ): REVISION! i really need REVISION soon! ): thats all.

Today,

Bleahhh. BORING! but not as boring as monday. HAHA. CD lesson was used for normal lessons! ): Sienz. how boring! ): Had english comprehension test. And i realised everyday's just TESTTTTTTTT! ): oh gawsh! hahahahah. okay whatever. Today went out with gail and teri :D heheheh Had FUNNNN! (L) YAYZ! :D Lets go out againnnnn!

And ohhh, SIENZ! Tomorrow is Sports heats. I'm running 400m! i hope i wont be lastttt! if not PAISEH lah! :B

P.S. Qianting was a joke! :DDDD white shades babe!

Okay baibaiz!

sorry.cause.i.didnt.mean.it

i might die

2010-04-17T01:08:00.003+08:00

FAITH TWISTED HER BACK! ): THIS IS SO UPSETTING! ): NO TRAINING FR A MONTH!? WHUT? THIS IS RETARDED! okay. Tomorrow is Mat and Abi's birthday party :D We'll have fun! YAYZ! :D Its late. I'm tired. Sing. me. to. sleep. plz. :D hehehe. okay. RETARDED. Currentlt talking to LAIYILING on the phone :D She's singing :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnDtb6va_TI&feature=related HAHAHA! Go hear that. She was singing that. Ohhh, how retarded :D she's like a kid :D yay! okay. Goodbye!

IMMARETARD!(:

2010-04-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

OMGEE, DONT I LOOK COOLLLLL! HEHEHEH! I MADE MYSELF LOOK LIKE A RETARD FOR ONE GIRL, GRACE CHEW JIA XIN. DONT WORRY, SHE LOOKS FRIGGING WORSE. HAHAHA. OH WELL, DONT SO MEAN LA AH! HAHHAHAHAHA. LAUGHDIEME LAH. I DID THIS ON THURSDAY, WHICH WAS YESTERDAY. HEHEHEH. IT WAS FUN LAH, LAUGHED LIKE MADDDD! OH WELL, THATS ALL.

oh a happy note,

SHS VOLLEYBALL BBOYS WON!!!(((((((((((((:

Rawks man! you guys played like a PRO! (:

RAWKON! :D hehehehe.

I could get used to this,

2010-04-07T16:40:00.002+08:00

Team♥!

Today is RETARDED!(: And i'm happyyyy! Cuz there's no PE lesson, Dont need to run my two point four for nafa yet :D Anyway its no use getting all As when i cant ever pass my standing broad jumpz! Like FAIL FOR LIFE one lah! ): Hehe. Common test is coming soon): I'm in trouble! :P Havent started revising. Hehe. Okay baibaiz! ^^

Xiang ba ni gei wang le,

xing ma?):

sorryy

2010-04-06T19:36:00.002+08:00

Asilookedbackatthetimes, Ithoughthowstupidiwas. Howdumb, howsilly, howmanycountlessmistakesi'vemadeallthoughmylifesofar. Whenitriedtolookatyou, Howinsecureitfelt. Probablyitmademewannaforgetyou, andletyougo. Allthesetimeitriedtobelieveeverybody'ssweetstories, buttheywerejustmakingafoolouttame. Idontblamethem, idontblameanyone, ijusthavemyselftoblame. Idontknowwhattofeel, butijustwnaletyouknow, iain'tpatronizingyou. ): Andihopeyou'llunderstandwhatimeant.

~~Andi'msorry, youmight/mightnotknowwhatimeanorhowifeel, buti'vetoldyoueverythfrommyheart. Sorryi'msuchadisappointment. Nevermeanttobe, missedyou. ):~~

~~Goodbyeandgoodnight.~~

IMPRESSIONS 10

2010-04-06T18:13:00.010+08:00

Gee, That was last saturday. I took super long to upload everything. Hehe. It was super fun that night. Took so many photos(: Heehee.

Yesterday, 5 Apr'2010

Played our last match with Singapore Sports School. Last game as Bdiv'10. ): Sighhhh, This friday would be last training with them. ): I'd really miss them! Every single one of them ): Sighzzzz. ): idontwantthesecfourstostepdownnnnnn!):

Sienz. I dont know what to post already. I'm feeling pretty upset now over some things.

等到矢去后，才会珍惜.

Flown pass you,

2010-04-03T16:30:00.005+08:00

HEHE, that was last night, :DDD I know we're retarded. Yay! Okay, shall keep this post short. Omtian, i took ultra long to upload photos! Blogger is so laggy lah! heehee, oh whutever. I've gotta go get ready! IMPRESSIONS! :D

Jiayou Teri and all band members playing later (L)!

Fill my fantasy,

2010-04-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

I'm going to church soon, todays good friday rightttt?(: And and and tomorrow will be impressions! (Y) Hope i'd look okay. I dont really intend to really like dress up like everyone else is so bothered bout it. I'd just look purely normal can alreadyyy(: Heehee, dont really care. Yawns, i'm pretty tired, and tomorrow morning there's training. Hehe, i guess it'll be like last few trainings before joining with the junior girls. ): Hmphz. Oh and i think i'm falling asleep ): shitz,

okay, bye(L) !

Paralysed.

2010-03-31T21:22:00.006+08:00

Yayz! WE WON CLEMENTI TOWN TODAY! :D hehe, oh well. It'll probably be our second last game together as Bdiv'10. ): I'd miss my awfully cute seniors. We still went back to school after the match (7pm) and played ice and water (: And the other jumping on tiles game. It was super fun lah! :> But i'm paralysed. Hehe, kidding. But some whut there lah, My knee is hurting like hell. O: It's like so so so so painful. I think i'm getting old. ): Sad face. Okay, Nothing much, byez!

~~Idk how to put it,~~

~~Idk how to say it,~~

~~sighz,~~

~~sometimes, iwishedthisneverstarted. ):~~

~~sorry ):~~

better off alone,

2010-03-30T21:57:00.005+08:00

IDONTLIKEHIM,IDONTLUVHIM. ILIKEMYSELFANDNOONEELSE,ANDILUVGOD(:

hmphz, rumours spread faster than fire, and before i know it, everyone has gone bonkers over the amazingly (interesting) news. ohmygee, i cant stand it! Oh would somebody wake me up from this horrible nightmare? Oh well, enough bout that. I'm tired. Emotionally. Physically. ): Every part of me is tired. I'm honestly, sick and tired. ): Now i just wna study hard, or should i say i want to catch up on my work and netball too. Tomorrow is match with Clementi town secondary school. Really hope we can win them. Oh Dratz, i cant run 2.4km tomorrow. ): NAFA testtttt! oh and our class tee is screwwwwed. The person forgot to put Shs at the side. Now we must return the shirts, Lmao. But it's ugly. Everyone says so. HAHA. Although i dont mind the colour, but the design wise, (EWWWWZ!) no offence seetyuen(: But really lah, so ugly. I dont really wna wear it, honestly. Oh well. I'm still contemplating if i should go fr youth camp this year. Cuz next year got Os , so i'm surely not going. But this year, june sure alottttt of things. So yeah, idk leh. ): Oh and and and training today was funfunfun(: But weather was baddddd! Oh when will the weather learn to be good and rain and shine at the rightttt time! Rahhh! Gawsh, this saturday is impressions! O: and there'll be training in the morning! O: Heehee, TERI WONG! i'd be looking at you! :D i hope you dont screw up or i'd throw cabbage at you(: HEHE, okay i shall end here. Byeeeeeeee! Luvz.

when we fall, we learn.

2010-03-27T13:24:00.003+08:00

YAY(!!!) My hair grew longer!(: I'm so proud of myself. Heehee. But i wna cut my fringe. I think i'd do that tomorrow. Heehee. Anyw, on thursday's training, i fell down(clumsy me), and omg, i hav cuts and bruises on my knees. O: RAWR. nevermind. Then yesterday's art street, i couldnt do anyth cuz my knees hurt. Pathatic lah! I sit behind the hall for like HOURS, watching everyone having the dance thingy :D Heehee, oh well. And just now i went to tampmall. Wanted to get this super cool red nike bag, but its like so ex, so yeah. Mummy dont let me buy. Hehe, but i'm going vivo later, so i'd get one there :> Hehe, i'm so bored nowwwww. ): Letmekilltime. (takes out knife*) Lol, Bloggerentertainsme! :B

Hmm, let me think of ten random things:

#1: My sister is eating chicken rice nowwww(:

#2: Reuben lim is officially DUMB(: YAY1

#3: Waiting fr ____ to finish tuition homework & text me(x

#4: IMISSJOCELYNYEOTOO! O:

#5: Strawberry icecream is coollllll(cuz its pink)

#6: Shit, i'm still left with phy workbook.

#7: wheres my... ?!

#8: i'm not mean ):

#9: Listening to The Technicolour phase-owlcity(:

#10: yay! its the tenth random thing, And iluvvvvyou, Err, yes. YOU!(♥)

Shall end here! :>

PasserbyA&B: Haha, thanks -,- but please lah, if you praising people, put your name luh! if not save your comments. -,-

love is our resistance

2010-03-25T12:13:00.006+08:00

Elearndayelearndayelearndayelearnday! ):

This is a total waste of time! I've done all the work except fr math, which apparently isnt out yet. Hehe, oh well. Elearn ends at 4:15pm, but i've got training at 3:15pm. So yay! i'd just say i didnt see, if it comes out any later(: Hehehe, shitz. Elearn is sucha bore. Why do we have to do elearn anyw. Even if there was an emergency, would we even BOTHER to frigging check the elearn? Possibly not. Grrrr, i woke up late today, was so scared. :> Heehee, now he's playing dota, while i'm rotting away :>

"you’re not going to be his first, his last, or even his only. but if he loves you now, then what else matters? you’re not going to be perfect together, but who is? if he can make you laugh, make you think twice, and take chances, then hold on to him, and give him the best of you that you possibly can. sure, he won’t be thinking about you every second, won’t be with you all the time, and you won’t always know what he’s doing, but he’s giving you a part of him that he knows you can break. so don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give and try not to over analyze. smile whenever he makes you happy, and yell when he makes you mad and of course, miss him when he’s gone. lastly, always remember;
he loves you.”

BABY((((:

2010-03-24T23:40:00.005+08:00

These feww days were, Quite mundane i must say.

Except that we lost to Cedar sec when we could've won. ( whats the point of saying it now) Sigh, oh well, Just another game without much communication, and mostly fighting sprit. D: Sigh.

Oh a happier note, we celebrated Peace's 6th birthday(♥)!

heheh, And school has been fun these days. Just that i've changed my seat and currently sitting beside some monkeys and a irritating window(especially when ms lim says open the windows! or close the windows! -,-) And for heaven's sake, The scenery not nice. D: RAHHHHH!

okay, it's lateee! Tomorrow's ELEARN DAY! oh, how i'd hate tomorrow, Dratz!

Goodbye & goodnight(:

And you, just threw it away,

2010-03-17T16:36:00.004+08:00

Hey booboos! :D

I'm bored to death, went fr physics supp this morning. HAHA, half the class never come! cuz change day then i guess they didnt know. Heehee, but i didnt even know it was supposed to be on tuesday. I thought it was wednesday all along. Hehehe. :> Hmm, but it was 2hours. Super tiring. I felt like sleeping. Then teri was like dozing off in class, happily, while i drew monsters on my notes. Hehe, it beats not paying attention and sleeping rightttt? :D heehee. After class, went macs with Teri(L)! :D Ate shaker fries and she almost cried cuz it was hawtttt! :D Hehe, i had a good laugh at her. YAY! :D Then went to bus stop, she said bye to me when i was gna take the same bus as her! hehe so cute(: Then went to church find mummy. Waited fr her to finish doing her stuff. Daddy came to fetch us. Send younger siblings to cousin house while me, mummy and daddy went century square to make my contact lenses. (actually i still have 2 months stock!) hehe, daddy keep saying i waste time. Laughs! Then went to singtel to check when my phone plan ends. Ends on 25 MAY! :D yay me! i'm so happyyy, i could jump to the clouds when its 25 may! :D then mummy wont confiscate my phone cuz i burst th bill(: HEHE. i'm so glad! Then headed to eat lunch at the sushi shop near swimming complex there. Then homesweethome.

Daddy and mummy went to fetch praise from Youth Encounter! :D YAY baby, you're back! Missed ya! (BigHUGZ!) :DDDDD

Later teri is flying off on a holiday! I'd miss her! She better send me a goodbyeee msg or i wont collect her homework fr her! Muhahaha! kidding. :D Bye dearie! Have funnnnn! Dont forget me(*hinthint*) :D hehehe.

Netball,

2010-03-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

Today, we had training in the morning. Well, it went on fine. The usual two point four :D And courtgame. Then cancelled strenght training and postponed it to friday. Then headed off for lunch with team at just eat. And some shit happened there. Screw the bloody fat uncle. Hahs, dont bother explaining either. Not something v pleasant anyw. Then we all headed to the Aha room and waited fr ms teo. Then we had a team talk. Everyone had to share their views of the game(finals) and what went wrong. It was a terrible feeling to revisit our failure as most of us aint pretty much over it yet. D: It lasted from 2pm to 3:15pm. Then Ms teo left. Ms Neo took over and shared her feelings with us. Somethings were shocking and everyone cried. It was terrible but knowing other's feelings make us understand each other better. Then we trashed everything out. All the unhappiness and setbacks, the things that were interpreted the wrong way and the things that were in some of our hearts that we never told the person. Although it was tensed and scary, i feel that this makes everyone in the team closer and we understand each other more. I mean like Nobody's perfect. I hope we will not hold grudges and forgive and forget. ILUVYOUALLNETBALLERZBDIV10' ! LETS MAKE IT TO AT LEAST TOP 8 OF NATIONALS! :DDDDD JIAYOU, GIVE EACH OTHER THE SURPORT. ENCOURAGE EACH OTHER! :D And lastly, i hope we will never forget who brought us to where we are, who taught us our basics, who even taught us this word netball, MISSNEO! Lets win it for her, for ourselves, our hardwork and all the effort she has put in for out team! (BIGHEARTS!)

you might think i'm bulletproof but i'm not,

2010-03-15T15:45:00.006+08:00

iloveplayingwithfire,andonedayi'dbetheretoburnyourhouseaway!(:

i'msoproudofmyselfcuziammyownhero(:

HEHE, i wna go impressions!(: But i dont know what to wear.

I think i'd wear a dress :D

YAY ME! I wanna sit with _______♥!

hehehe, kidding. I'm too scareeeed. C:

I think i'd hide under the seats. :B

RAWR! :D i'm bored bored bored!

Off to tuition nowwww, immanerd,istudydayandnightanddayandnight(:

Ohtodaymyspacebarhasfallensickkkkkk.

hehehe, KIDDING. I'm just tryna be lame.

Bye!(L) ♥

if i say you're the one,

2010-03-13T14:15:00.002+08:00

GAWSH, i woke up superrrrrr early today, and i dont know why. Hehehe, i'm weird. Then went outtttt for breakfast. Homed and waited fr julia and andrew to come. Had science tuition. Heehee. Then went back to sleep. And nowwwwwwww i'm using com. Yay me! I'm bored to death, could someone entertain me, like seriously? hehehe, Yawns. My head hurts, Thanks to TANWEIYONG, pulled my hair so hard yesterday just to get me to answer his stupid question. >:( He's retarded. hehehe, ohwell whatever! :D I think i wont be going fr physics supp, cuz i've trainingggg! :D hehehe, anyw i'm not even interested. My science results are like Shitz. Haha, but look on the BRIGHT side(: At least i passed? hehehe, its March holidays but i'm flooded with workkkkk. Teachers think we've got alottttt of time, just give homework like free like that. So retarded. :> hehe, whatever. I wnaaaaaa sleeeeeep! Gahhh :D BYEEE!

Fairytales,

2010-03-12T14:22:00.002+08:00

cause I dont care for your fairytales Youre so worried about the maiden though you know Shes only waiting on the next best thing Snow White is doing dishes again cuz What else can you do With seven itty-bitty men? Send them to bed and calls up a friend says will you meet me at midnight? The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says Would have cut it myself if I knew men could climb hair I'll hav to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windowwwwws :>

If you dont trust me, why bother asking!

2010-03-12T13:29:00.004+08:00

Today, went up during morning proceedings to get the medals. Wasnt happy at all. Sigh, this made me feel like shitz. Went back to class, blah blah. school ended at 10:30am(: Went bubbletea shop with Teri, Gail and Jazryl. Hehehe, it was super funnnnnnnnnn(: Told them stuff, then eat and went back to school cuz had meet the parents session. Woah, mine was snappy :D i expected it as i was a awfully good little girl with okay okay results this term.

English- C5 , Chinese- C6, Emath- B3, Amath- A1, combsci- C5, Humanities-B3 and POA- A1. HEHEHEHE, yeah. OMG, i'm so sleepyyyyy! haha, i havent been saying that in a longgggg while huh. :D heheheh, okay i'm so so bored. >:( i hope that crazyyyyy cabbage entertains me(as usuallll) :D hehehehehhehe, i'm so HAPPPPPPPPPPY today. hehehehe. Shhhhhh! :D Okay, byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye people. Luvvvvvvvz.

(P.S. stop trying to imply that i like this person or that person, i already told you to believe who you like, i cant be bothered. I've got better things to do. I dont wna explain myself anymore, this is getting way annoying. Idiot.)

The ups and downs,

2010-03-11T15:23:00.003+08:00

HEYYYYYY(: hahaha, omg. I havent been posting in a longgg while. So sorraye huh. Very busy these days. Lets start with the most upsetting thing in my whole entire life. It went like... SIGH, yesterday, we played with dunman sec in the Netball eastzone finals, at bedok sports hall. I was so disappointed, not because we lost and only get 2nd in eastzones, but it was cause the play was off form. It made my heart pump so fast that even at night, it still beated that way. D: And of course, people would say ahh, you tried your best , whatever, but i think we could've played better. Sigh, it was disappointing and upsetting. But i guess we had to learn, even if we won them once, doesnt mean we'll definitely win them again. It is the same for them. We are better than them, but we didnt perfrom to our best. So i hope we'll be stronger as a team and fight harddddddd in nationals, cuz i believe WE CAN DO IT! JIAYOU SHS NETBALLLLLLL♥!

On a happy note,
Today was funnnnnnnnn((: Met yiling and kalista at school back gate and daddy sent us to bedok resv for crosscountry. We werent running so we had to do the preprations. :> We went there at 6:45am. Then got ready. :D hehehe, i was the stickerrrrr girl. with yushan. We did the sec 3 boys. haha, it was so retarded. Iwna giv them the sticker fr their position but they just run past me like i transparent. And some better, run wrong lane! Sillaye people, didnt even bother to look at the tags. :D hehehehe. hmm yeah. Then after crosscountry, went pizzahut with gail. Was supposed to watch alice in wonder land. but never. :D Cuz we wanted to watch with yijun they all but later on he say cannot but when i reach home, he ask me go. LAUGHS, miscommunicationz. :D hehehe. then after eating pizza hut, went to meet reuben(: Slacked and then homed. hahaha, he's so funnaye. (i'd kick your long pants. Dont worry. :D) hehehe, later i've tuitionnnnnnnn! D: RAWRRRRR, i hope i dont fall asleeeeeeeep. Gotta go, Love.

No matter what happened,

2010-03-01T20:45:00.003+08:00

Omg, They are so so so so so so so so cute together rightttttt(: Heehee, Today had a match with Damai, and there were stupid dunman people flimming us. -.- Then i got so pissed that i ... HAHAHAH, nevermind. I played 2nd and 4th quarter, :DDD but there's this idiotic girl, keep jumping like her legs are spastic, jump like a FROG! Lmao. Then me and isabel was so pissed, then when we went on court keep flinging our hands at her. Haha, i even smacked the ball outta her hands lah! Joke, i hate her siazzz! :D heheheh, oh well , whatever! She's overrrrr. Never gna play with her again, well, at least till next year's eastzonez(: hehehehe, Then went get bubble tea and homesweethomed. :>
Heehee, That was all fr today.

~~Just probably sometimes, i dont get what y'mean, what y'wanted to say between those lines. And all i could rely on was what people told me. But No, i dont, i want to hear it from YOU. Sighz.~~

Imma fool, outta luvvvvvv(:

2010-02-28T15:24:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm, i've to go fr tuition sooooon ): Heehee, caleb came to church today. hehez, hmm, yeah. Thats almost all fr today. I'm happy today. Texted Gail, Teri, Dongxuan & reuben :D HAHAHA, Reuben is superrrrrr funnayeeee(: hehehe. okay gotta rush. Or i'd be lateeeeee. Haha,

~~14 days and i guess i'd start making the right decision.(:~~

Just another picture to burn;

2010-02-27T13:42:00.003+08:00

Luvvvv this songggggg(:

RAWRRRRRR! Today woke up so early. Couldnt sleep last night (imsomina). Heehee, nevermind bout that. Had science tuition. Screw andrew! he never come cuz he got flagday! Hmm, was supposed to meet kirby and stella, heehee, but not going to already. I think stella has something on? Heehee. And i think i'm better today already. Thanks for all the concern and all the loveeeeelyyyy texts you guys sent, ESPECIALLY YIJUN!(: heehee, he's so funnaye! He and his sun and making me touch the sky! :D haha. Anw, thanks fr cheering me up. Really needed those.

Heehee, Luvvvvv!

~~And its over, we're better off this way,(:~~

Kiss goodbye; (L)

2010-02-26T21:42:00.006+08:00

I used to,

Love the way you talked,

The way you walked,

The way you made me laugh,

The way you smiled,

The way you said you cant wait to show me your shoe,

Cuz you drew on it ^^,

The way you made that ghey voice,

The way you kept me in suspense when you said

You're gna give me a surprise,

The way you told me everyth's gna be alright.

I used to,

Love the times we met before school,

The times you told me that morning walks were GREAT!

The evenings you sent me home,

The cute, funny texts you sent me(with the :D:D 2smileyfaces),

The way you said sad face instead of 'oh, so sad',

The funny times we had,

And...

How nice it felt when we cleared up the first misunderstandings(:

Heehee, oh well, i'd just leave it as it is,

Remember you as the perfect one,

so dont ruin it k?(:

Thanks,

and sorry for everything,

The troubles i've caused.

Lastly, it's my fault, i dont blame you(:

Shouldnt have,

anyway,

Goodbye & Goodnight(:

Aw man, i've screwed up common test! D: Didnt have the mood to study, didnt revise as hard as i could, cuz i couldnt get my mind off many things. Many things happened this week, my ups and my downs. But i'd be alright, thanks to those who cheered me up, :D Kirby, Teri, Gail, Kenny, Yiling, Yushan And many moreee(: Thank you very muchhhh(:

Love,

And words cant explain this feeling;

2010-02-24T19:41:00.003+08:00

Today played against GV. We won. I played badly today, again. Sigh, its so infuritaing. Nothing seems to go right these few days. Screwed up phy and english paper. Its like OMG, so hard. I'm so upset with myself. ): Could someone just kill me right now, bang me with a lorry or just something! Oh fuck this life of mine,

And i wished everything could be like before. Why cant things go right anymore, And every step is wrong. I hate myself being like this. Why cant i cheer up! Stop making assumptions. I've got too many questions with so few answers. I've got so many whys to ask you, but i aint going to. I could try to understand how hard it has been these few days, but i cant help to feel that you dont care. Could it be just me, that i'm the one, thinking too much. Or probably i'm right. But whatever it is, i just hope these tears would dry, cuz i dont wna cry. ): I'm FIFTEEN?! Stop being an idiotic cry baby lah faith, you suckkkkkkkkkkkk ttm! >:/ Sigh,

RainieYangggggg((((((:

2010-02-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

Watching as it slowly fades;

2010-02-21T19:39:00.006+08:00

伤了, 痛了. 哭了, 算了.

Yay! i'm married to cookiemonster! :D heehee, kidding. He's my present from someone special(((((: heehee. Hm, sorry for not posting so often. Was trying to study a little harder. Stay up a little later, but i'm MORE than a little more tired. Heehee. Hmm, commontest is on wednesday! ): Thats super fast!Many things happened over the whole week. Good and bad stuff. So lets just talk bout the bad stuff, I Lost my shoebag! With my school shoes and my sister's sports shoe(cuz i brought the wrong shoe on that day) well, got scolded like hell. Sigh. Many more terrible things happened, but i guess i shall'nt elaborate. Hmm, the good stuff which there is only one, is i ENJOYED science tuition yesterday! surprisingly. heehee. Andrew was super funny. Julia too. :D had fun cuz i actually hate science! heehee, anyw i wna wna wna wna wna go shoppppp again!(: there're so so so so many things i wna buy(: heehee. I'm sleepy now. Still waiting fr someone to call >:( heehee, kidding! :D

Byebyeeee!

~~Maybe at times, it felt like you didnt care at all. ):~~

Chinese new year (:

2010-02-15T13:00:00.007+08:00

Chinese new year eve,

Went to daddy's side, grandmother house fr reunion dinnerrrrr. Heehee, had fun lah, talk to cousins, laughing madly with matilda, so on. Headed home kinda early, cuz the next day hav church.

Chinese new year First day& Valentines day,

Woke up super early, got ready , got angbaos from parents! Yay! and headed to church. After church, went to grandmother house(daddy's side) fr lunch and waited fr my grandmother to come back from church. :> Then stayed there watched hi, my sweetheart and went off at 5 plus. Heehee, was bored mah. I know i watch show v slow lah, since 2 months ago i was watching that until now still not done yet. hawhaw(: oh well. Then homed. Sleep fr a while then went to mummy's side grandmother houseee(: heehee, cheryl keep puting more food in my bowl that made me so so so full. heehee, retarded cousin. Then went to 840 the playground. cuz the kids wna play. Crystal biao jie and dien biao ge went back to 7-11 to get ice-cream fr us. Then i saw yijun, rico and fadulla. But actually yijun didnt see me cuz i was behind, Then i shout YIJUN! then he turn around, then he went like OMG , i was calling you! haha, so funnaye. :D Well, then i showed him some msgs, there were good ones and mean ones. heehee, shallnt elaborate. Laughs, then went back to grandmother house and after a while homed. (:

Today,

I'm only going my Godparents house. which is later, (: heehee, but tmr would be hecktic. I cant wait fr tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwww. Only he knows whyyyy(: heehee

shall end here. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Hope you guys get lotsa angbaos(:

Heehee.

And i didnt see the need to fucking explain to you anymore. You're unreaasonable, indescribable. One moment was love and the other moment was a hell load of scoldings. I've no idea what you're thinking. But i've given up. Given up explaining everything to you. Think whatever you like, cuz nothing i say would make you change your mind bout me anyway. So sorry i'm a bitch, a flirt, a whatsoever nots to you. Bye.

I'd always remember valentines day :D

yesterday's outing(:

2010-02-13T15:11:00.005+08:00

YAY!

if you're feeling down

2010-02-13T14:01:00.007+08:00

Y'know it's never simple,

never easy.

BANGGGGGZ! :D I'm feeling so high now, i'm retardeeeeeeeed. EVERYBODY IN LOVE keeps playing in my head! heehee, just now had science tuition. Rawr. Spent half the time talking. ^^ So funnnnnnn(: heehee, RAWRRRRRR. Later going fr reunion dinnerrrrr. Gawsh, chinese new year is really meant fr people to gain weight uh. heehee, oh well. Heehee, I'm so happy. And omg, my brother is going down to help my daddy wash the car! :D heehee, so kind, for once, er, no. TWICE! :> heehee, retarded. omg, what to wear later fr reunion dinneeeer. D: I've no idea. I've really got t expand my silly limited wardrobeeeee. Heehee, okay i think i'd keep this post short. Lalala, bye everyone! :> (still waiting fr emily t upload the photos :>)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (;

2010-02-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

HappybirthdaytoME&CHARIS(:

Rawr, i'm oldddd. Heehee, oh well. Today celebrated CNY in school. Class party totally sucked, And John gave me this wasabi thingy to eat which burnt my head, and i became officially retarded fr the whole day. Heehee, then had hall activities. It was okay. Was supposed to go out wiht netballers fr lunch t celebrate charis and my birthday, but dk why then i was so tired then went home. Laughs, Homed. Bathed, painted my nails(: Then went out to meet kirby. cuz he wanted t get something fr that special dearie. Then went with him t choose. And yup, met teri later on and went to get stuff, got a card fr someone, then wrote and gave it to him(: Laughs. Oh and happy belated birthday KIRBY(: his birthday was yesterday. heehee, he's one day older than me! Heehee, and yet he's so tall, JEALOUS lah! hee, then went to meet kiankok, enqin and kirby. Slacked fr a while then went to meet emily, melody and isabel lim. Then waited fr stella at frolick(: The guys got theirs. Then went to eastpoint to eat 18chefs(: heehee, then they bought me and kirby a cake then sang super loud. Heehee.

Anyw, just wna thank them fr making my 15th birthday so memorable. Heehee, luvvv you guys :> And also fr those who wished me, thanks so so so very much :>

I had fun today, and Chinese new year is coming(:

i painted my nails BLUE-ish-GREEN(: omg its superrrrr cool. RAWR. There i go tonight, and i'm FIFTEEN, i cant believe I'm sooooo old. Gawsh, okay. Shall get the photos from emilyyy(:

Goodbye & goodnight :>

Missed out twice

2010-02-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

Today is retarded. Heehee. Met josiah at th santuary entrance. Sat with Josiah & Praiseeee(: Had fun talking crapz. Then serv ended lik in a breezeee. :> heehee, oh well. I'm still having a soreeeee throattttttt. Rawrrrr. Thats baddd. Tomorrow having training but i leaving early. Life's getting so mundane :O Hmm, oh yeah! Then after serv, raymun talk to me bout some stuffs, which made me feel bad and really unhappy. But went fr lunch, then homed. On the aircon cuz today is sucha hawttttt day then sat on my bed, stareeeed at space and thinkkkkkkkkkk hard. I didnt know what to do. What he said made me feel so lostttttt. Its like a nightmareeeee. Rawr. Then went fr tuition in that retarded brainless state. Then didnt know what the teacher talking. Was stonning. Tuition ended, and i've got nothing out of it. I so DREAAAAAAD tuition. Lik shit luh. Sighhh, Then homed. Raymun msg me. Tell me all those stuff, Which made me feelllll badder. Like omg. And now idk what to do. Rawrrrrr. I feel i'm a terrible kid. I'm the worse girl on earth and in outterrrr spaceee. SIGH. Neverminddddddd. There's school tomorrow. Bye!

There was where we stand, there was where it end. That was what you said, but that wasnt what you showed. That was what i heard, but that wasnt what you did. We've missed out, all the things that were meant to be. And i'm sorry, but really, it never meant to be that way. You've ran out of reasons, You've ran out of time. Sigh. And There's Nothing more i could say to make things better anyway.

I dont wna be the reason why;

2010-02-06T00:15:00.006+08:00

i dont wna be;

This week seems to pass very fast, probably its because i look forward to coming to school everyday. (hmm..) Its still tiring to do tests after tests, If you even got the feeling of that, Sigh. And and and common test is coming uppppppp! I'm worried. >:( Frowns are haunting meeee! Sigh. Enough bout those testttttttts.

Today had a match with SAC, Won them 41 - 18. I played the third quarter. And did 3 sillaye passes which made me suckkkkkkk! D: That was bad. Stayed back to watch Tkss game with Prss. Then went to do something then homesweethomed. :>

Many things happened this week. I realised maybe i was wrong, but after what ____ did the second time, really did reassure me that i was utterly RIGHT. Like omg, you're indescribably idiotic. And for heaven's sake, i dont wna say this but, ~~lose some mass yea?~~ Lmao, okay lah. i shallnt be mean k, i'd strike it off :> heehee.

Oh well And Training this week on wednesday was okay. But i pity Yushan, Abigail & Yiling. They run with juniors 17 rounds around hall then still need run 2.4 with us. It was like omg, if i were them i would have died there and then(: heehee, oh well. Sigh, that was all fr my lousy week :>

Goodbye and goodnight! :>

And i just stood there, speechless. Not knowing when to pause when i do want to speak. Not knowing when do i end it. And it was just so terrible, that when i look at you, i feel the pain. D: Unknowingly, you've hurted me. And this was all covered up with i'm sorry? It was all done, over and over again. And i guess i'd be the one to apologise now, cause i'm sorry. This is not the way it should've been..

Remember the times,

2010-02-02T17:24:00.004+08:00

Today, was v pissed in the morning cause i reached school super late cause my brother was so slowww! Then had lessons. Was boring, but i tried my best bestesttttt to keep myself awake. Being making constant trips to the toilet or eating gummys in class. Well, that helped me quite abit though. But now i'm awfully tired. But i aint gna sleep. Contridicting huh. heehee. I didnt know there was a Emath test today! :O until i asked mrchia fr permission to go to the washroom then he said faster come back uh, got test! Rawr. i think i didnt do well. hehez, cause i didnt even study fr it lah. :> heehee, oh well. MY KNEE HURTS! can somebodaye explain why!? sigh, its like v long didnt hurt so badlyyyyy alr. Sigh. Sadded eh. I'm bored, and there's a AMATH test tmr, like topical test! omg omg omg, i'm scareeeed. I hope i can do well. Rawrrr. Hmm, had fun just now with gail and teri :> heehee, teri is retardeeeeeed! (psst, dont smack me lah idiot!) ^^

This post ends arubtly here. :>

You Make Me Laugh(:

2010-01-31T13:35:00.006+08:00

Heehee, Blah. Just came home from church. I'm Sleepy. Rawr. Today wouldnt be as fun as yesterday. Yesterday, went bugis cause daddy dropped me and mummy there. We were supposed to lik take a mrt to plaza sing to shop. But we got lost. As usual, my road sense sucks, and my mummy aint better. So yeah, walked round and round and round lik two idiotz. Then i asked kiankok where to go, then he text me and told me. Finally found :> Thanks! hee, then took the Mrt and supposed to alight one stop after, which is dougbygaurt(?) idk how to spell but you get my point. And yeah. we didnt alight cause we didnt know. And yeah, took to orchard. And the sillaye thing is that i told my mummy that reach dougbygaurt le, faster alight. We didnt know it was orchard till we tapped our ezlink and i still happily continue walking and yeah, OMG, my mummy suddenly told me, like Eh, you know what? We're at orchard. And i was like omttttt! serious. Then i was v tired alr, my feet hurted ttm, so just shopped there. Went to Wisma___ dk what. :x heeehee, Then i went the forever21. OMG i so wanted that top, it looks superrrr nice. But dont hav S size, only hav M size and i couldnt wear it. ): That was saddening. But ohwell, went to another shop and got 2 tops and one highwaist skirt. Then went to FleshImp and got one shorts(: But mummy said i cant wear shorts fr chinese new year. Laughs, oh well, whatever. heehee, but it was fun! We speant 8 hours shopping lah! Reuben said this is an unsuccessful shopping trip! Laughs, and keep boasting on how fast he could shop and get all he wanted! Heehee, too bad, i'm a choosyy girl right! (: hee, And i cant believe it, my birthday is coming soon! I'd be FIFTEEN! like omg, i'm getting old. Thats sad. Yawns. i've posted so long, and i'm tired. I'm still checking fr class teeshirtz quotation. Rawr, this is so retarded. Okay, Bryan daddy is asking me fr his present! :> Laughs. Tuition soon, shall end here :>

Balloons Flyawayyyy(:

2010-01-29T23:29:00.002+08:00

I'm so so so so happy everythings okay now(:

Trust.

If tears were gold, i'd be rich(:

2010-01-29T20:50:00.004+08:00

Today was really tiring. In the morning was supposed to meet someone, but met awhile gail come then go in to school, met yushan. Ask her things, Told me things :> hehez, yup. Then had lessons which were boring, as usual. I wasnt in the best of moods today. Feeling kinda downnnnnnn cause of somethings. And shared alotttttttt of secrets with Teri and Gail during recess. Heehee, SHHHHH!:> hehez, their secrets are funnaye and unbelieveable lah. That made me laugh for the first time in the day. Sigh. Then went back fr lessons. Slept in class, Then Mr Chia "Strangled" me cause i didnt know what question to do, then i do the wrong question. :@ Laughs! Yawns, after chapel had training. Ran lik 20 rounds around the hall. >:( It was MADNESS! After the 15th round i felt like dying. Heehee, cause i kept screaming :> Had to make the atmostphere high mah. Lol. Then train awhile only, tried on the netball team jacket. Yay! :> Then went to dunman to watch SAC vs GV. hehez. Then headed back to school to continue training, till bout 7pm. Gawsh, They sky was dark! :O Heehee, Yupyup, Then went home. Didnt go fr net cause i'm lazy :D heehee, yup.

Sometimes,

It just felt like the whole world is crashing down on me.

&Why do we like to hurt so much,

I'm sorraye.

Sigh,

2010-01-28T21:16:00.004+08:00

Lost and insecure.
It just felt like you've thrown me into the deep deep sea.

Cuz things ain`t right

2010-01-28T20:12:00.007+08:00

Heehee, This photo is like so supaaaaa outdated. But i'm super lazy to upload photos, so yeah. This would do. Oh well, Today there's nothing much. Poa lesson was FUNNAYE! but i'm scared now that madam lau will shift my place. I dont wna sit infront under her nose. That would be terrible, miserable and torturing. Cuz i've gotta stay awake and blah blah. Rawr. heehee, oh well, i'd worry when it really happen. Oh and on a happy note, I've got 14 outta 20 fr Emath the indices test! Yay me! i'm so happy. I was like omg omg omg i'm gna fail, but thank God i passed! Heehee, so happy! laughs, i'm like so retarded. Heh. Went lunch with Gail. Chatted like we've never met in years! heehee, it was lik so super fun, comment on everything. Lets go shopping one day alright?(: heehee, Then homed and did homework, practised piano. Gawsh, been skipping piano lessons fr the past 2 weekz. I'mma bad girl. :> Lalala, i'm like so super bored. But now i aint sleepyyyyy! Isnt that amazing! :D Faith isnt sleepy. haha, retarded again. Laughs. Shall end here :>

You're like a playlist in my head

2010-01-27T21:02:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, you've just gotta know when to stop.

Today was super tiring. I'm like falling asleep every free moment i have. Omg, we had strength training in the morning which killed me. I was half asleep, Like a ZOMBIE :> hehez, Then had PE, Woah, that sucked. I cant and can never ever ever ever ever throw a sillaye javeline-.- , or whatever you call that long thing which looks like an arrow(psst, it was plastic!:D) heehee, Then had blah blah lessons. Mrs wong was like talking to herself and that irritating weiyong keep asking fr quiz. I keep keep keep FAILING those threatening quizes! Ohmytian, how am i ever gna catch up! ): Faith is so so so so so so so so so dead. As usual that is. Then had training, Gawsh, when i heard 2.4 , i died on the spot. hehez, but yeah ran 2.4 and had a slowwwwww timing like whattheheck. Oh well, Whatever. The drills were okay. So i guess that was fine. :> homesweethomed(:

I'm like whatever, who gives a shit bout you. And i dont understand how 2 faced you could get. Wondered if you've ever said bout me like this. Gawsh, now i know what you really are. To think i really treated you as a good friend. To think i thought you're mature in your thinking. Guess i'm frigging wrong can. I didnt say you're pissed with us, but i AM pissed with you. Really, WHATEVER yeah? I hate the way you are now, and i guess since you always dont like the people in your clique, Then just might as well not be friends. You can never like everyone. People have their flaws. Cant stand you.

You should know by now,

2010-01-24T19:39:00.006+08:00

Today i'm awfully sleepy. Woke up at 8:46am, Got ready fr church. Was trying to keep my eyes open during service. Hah, texted all the way. Heehee, Then went fr lunch & homed. Then went fr skylace tuition. Gawsh, Wrote compo. And i sucked, like totally. I wrote less than a page and whats more the boxes were huge. D: The teacher was like asking me if i know how to write, then i just stared blankly at her. And the most ps thing is Kenny called during tution then i answer. Then everyone stare at me-.- Then the teacher still ask me if thats my boyfr and i was like bu shi bu shi! Then she like dont believe then say she wont tell my mummy, i can just tell her the truth-.- What the heck right. Then went to buy slippers, Cause these few days dk who keep stealing our shoes. Its either the person too poor to buy slippers or idk. Idiotic lah, when wna go out cant find my slippers. -.- sillaye people. Heehee, Sigh, i'm vvvvv tired.

Dont get it, why are all of you changing. I hate the attitude of yours now. I understand your mood changes but its getting me pissed. If you can't control your emotions then dont affect mine. You want your way, And think i should give in? oh well, whatever okay. I dont know whats up with you lah, but i'm really tired of hearing your excuses. Sigh, but what can i do, just gotta learn to accept you. (:

Nothing could explain this feeling;

2010-01-23T12:19:00.008+08:00

I had a tough week this week and i really mean tough. Had two matches, Had so many problems. Well i guess the only good thing bout this week is that i guess i played well fr my matches. And won both(: Study wise, i suck. ): Missed lessons and cant seem to catch up. Amath, didnt take the quiz. Emath i only got 5/10 fr my quiz. Cant believe i could do so badly. This was just so demoralizing. God, Save me! Heehee, oh a random note, I'm happy today tuition didnt start yet(: heehee. And its amazing that i could get up at nine today to study. Usually i'd be a piggy on saturday and get up like at 12(: hehez. Sigh, idk how to feel now, to feel bad and sorry for what i've done, or to feel happy that at least things aint so bad. Sigh, this is so confusing. And many many many many people are spreading rumours about me. Like Whatthheck can. Some people just cant get the facts right before commenting. Trying to show off that you know more than others only makes you look stupid when finally everyone knows the truth. Oh well, how dumb can some people get! And many people dont understand me, They do not understand how i feel. What you people think may not be what it seems, so really, dont jump into conclusions. I'm pretty much done with what i wna say. So please, get your facts right first, Tyvvvm.

~~Bitch.~~

Stupid mistake ;

2010-01-16T14:29:00.005+08:00

Blah, i'm bored to deathhhh! Urgh. Homework homework homework, i'm sick and tired staring at books, drowning in physics reading up chapters, doing some sillaye phrase book -.- and Math questionnnnnns! RAWR. And tomorrow there's skylace chinese tuition. Sigh. I so hate going there fr chinese tuition. D: The people there are so superrrrr good in chinese which made me feel so dumb! D: Thats saaaaaad & demoralizing ttm. Heh, oh well. Lets talk bout some happy things. Blogger entertains me. <: hawhaw. And my parents are out now. Yays! And and and yijun is talking crap to me on msn. Laughs, He can entertain me quite well huh(: Now in class didnt really talk to him already. Cause we sit quite far, unlike last year, always joke alotttt! ARGH, miss those funnaye times. Where i sit is quite boring. Nobody really talks much. All studyyyyy! :O This explains why i'm a study freak now. :> hehe, JOKING. Can you ever imagine faith sitting at home studying all day and night? Laughs. I bet pigs will fly! <:

Okay & i shall end here. <:

I'd figure it out, somehowww ):

2010-01-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

Oh sigh, Today is terrible. I'm oh so tired. Sigh, Training was okay. Had weights training, Then netball training. Todays also CCA selection day fr the sec ones. And quite a number of people joined netball. :D Cool huh. Teri and Dora came over to kop people to join band :>I chased them awayyyy! Rawrrr! (: Hanif also! laughs. &&& My bag weighs tons today. Had to bring home lotttttttts of books, gotta study fr test. oh and did i mention, FAITH REGRETS TAKING PHYSICS! ): Reallyyyyyy regret! I should hav taken bio. You see , i dont even know how to operate a micrometer screwgage or a vernieil callipas! :O I dont even know how to spell :D hahs, i feel dumb. And i had oneeeee careless mistake fr my emath quiz today); There goeeeeees myyy FULLMARKS (!!!) Arghh! I'm dead lah, sighs. And from today onwards no chilli , curry or whatsoever, not that i fancy that though. But the bad thing is no ~~JUNKFOOD~~ till seasons overrrr! Awwww, i'd miss chocolates, ice-cream blahblahblah! D: Sigh, okay i keep procrastinating alot today and i shall stop. I just came back from netgroup. And i'm dead tired, doing research on the Ibocultureee! God please help meeeeee!

Traffic Lighttttttttt (:

2010-01-13T15:14:00.003+08:00

Today is really really really really really really Boring! Blahz, Attire check, ms lim said my finder nails were long and force me cut-.- Bullshitz can, its lik friggggging short-.- Had homeroom, then CD. ohmyshitttttt! CD is like shittttt! Ms lim is crazy, she kept talking bout manners. Then i was writing on my foolscap paper, Then she shouted at me to keep it. And said i no manners! Laughs, i was like Oh whatever! :> Then PE. Mr chiang made me do ten push ups cause i didnt know how many jumping jacks to lead :x heh, Then we did 125 pushups for last weeks punishments ): Then ran 1.6km. I ran with mat(: 8.29min. Heehee, stiches were painful. ): But Mat encourage me all the way. Thanks Mat! Love you ttm! :> Then had english lessons which made me sleep. Recess, didnt feel like eating. Hah, Then chinese lesson. It was okay lah. Not bad. ^^v First time i even like chinese classes(: Then Amath fr one and a half hour! Omtttttt lah, it was super hard. the new topic i mean. I get ZERO fr my first quiz the simultaneous one! Hahz, how smart can Faith get! Stupid careless mistakeeee! Then had another quiz. Everyday hav quiz ): Sianz. And yupyup was releaseddddd! :D Laughs. Oh and and and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILINGGGGGGG!

Pfft, going to buy shoes later. (:

Now its left with if onlyyyyyy;

2010-01-12T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hahs, i'm eating and posting at the same time^^v , how cool is that? Oh well, Yawnnnns. Today had boring lessons. Speant CD lesson having a talk by Mr Ong, Wasnt that kinda dumb? heh, Recess was super crowded as usual. Had Emath quiz which was easyyyy! i really hope i can do well fr math. Had training, And after training, called him downstairs, he said he'll call back later. Heehee :D And Our first game would be with Anglican high. No offence to my friends there, but i really really really hope we can win. Not only their school but Greenvile and TKSS. :/ Sigh, JiayouJiayouJiayou me! (: hehe, and i'd be missing alot alot alot alot alot alot alot of classes! I really hope there's a kind soul that would help me collect my work and maybe tell me what i've missed out. Sigh sigh sigh. Dear me! And yesterday i qurrelled with my parents, They kept shouting and i kept shouting, Gawsh, it was sucha scene. Speaking of scene, Today got one crazy woman come our school and started throwing the Chapel songbooks all around the canteen, Everyone STARED! Gawsh. Then dk why she went to th chapel then the police came and all that. Idk what crap. Hehe, oh well. Thats all fr today, tomorrow i'm gna get new shoes new shoes new shoes (!!!)
Ciao!(:

Sorrayeeeeee;

2010-01-09T15:33:00.002+08:00

~~I dont want to hurt you, cause i treat you as a friend.~~

~~But i dont wna give you the wrong idea,~~

~~so tell me what shall i do.~~

~~This got me up all night, thinking.~~

~~so i'd probably just say i'm sorry.~~

Gawsh, This week was busybusybusy! :O Its the first week of school. Got to know my class, my class mates and my teachers. Well, i dont really like some of the girls in my class, esp china dog(hah!). Form teacher & assistant form teacher , Mrs jessie leong & Ms lim soo heng respectively, they are okay okay lah. At least they only catch me fr my socks and fringe at times, they leave my skirt alone which i am happy about(: hehez. I sit behind of the class, well third from the back, near the window at the right. I don't know why i'm sitting at the back. I ain't tall at all. Hehe, And Ms lim seperate me, qianting and teri. Cause during sec one we kept passing ~~love~~ notes (: heehee, but matilda is sitting infront of me, cherylw beside me and still hav cynthia. Not so bad lah. Oh and the worst thing is i'm th sports rep. During pe, i mess-ed up everybodys height! :O Mr chiang went crazy, smacking me with the silly clipboard. rmof. It was retarded. Yeah, and i hate to introduce myself to teachers. They make you say stupid things. >:( I was least interested. I'd rather they start the lessons there and then. (: A and E math, Poa , Chinese and english all started, which left me a whole lot of homework. But i managed to finish all my work with matilda before training(: haha, Trainings were tough these few days. Intensive training uh. It was tiring! And yesterday Ms neo announced that me , isabel and janael are in the main team! (: YAY YAY YAY! i was so so so so so so super duper ultra happy. But our fictures this year isnt really what we expected, but i guess i'd do my best(: I really hope we'll win Eastzone first and nationals top four. Gotta train hard. And i think i'd be missing loadsa lessons during the season, so i dont think i'd be posting much after that. So yeah, a big big SORRAYEEEE in advance just incase i mia fr a few months(: hehe. I'm currently bored to my wits now. Done all homework (smiles) . So i'd go watch hi my sweetheart now. Tralala. bye! (:

Tag replies

2010-01-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

Yushan: Haha, sorry lah. now i reply tags very very fast(: hehe right right right? haha, whatever. & tell your laptop to like my blog. (: Thanks. LOL
Gaby: haha, oh. Thanks anyway(:
Cherylg: OMG cheryl! :DDDDD me too! catch up soon k. Loveeeeee ya!(:
Gail: hehe, okay. hopefully dearie. See ya tmr. takecares.
Amandalee: haha, thanks. (: er yup link you up pretty soon. i'm kinda in a lazy mood at the moment. :D

你终于说出口了;

2010-01-03T13:54:00.003+08:00

Hah, These are overdued photos.
Yesterday was fun fun fun fun fun fun fun! Went prawning with auntie/uncle/cousin& cousin girlfr(: It was super duper fun! Me and matilda caught 3 prawns. Matthias & girlfr caught lik 5 or 6. Then caleb&joshua caught idk how many. The rest are like uncle catch one. (: Auntie & wynn didnt catch anything(: hehe, it was super fun. Wynn kept telling me there are prawns at the side & keep asking me see through th water , but i cant really see. Dont know why. (: Then went fr lunch. Walked a longgggggg way. My muscles are mulfunctioning already. They hurted alot. Ate(: Then wanted to leave Eastcoastpark , but we walk walk walk then overshot. (: me being me, complained on how my toes hurted and how sore my feet was. (: Then finally got out of there. Joshua went fr driving lessons, Matthias & girlfr went to shop or something, th uncles and auntie went home. Me , Matilda , Caleb & wynn wanted to catch a movie. And yup, so went to Century Square. (: Watched Did you hear about the morgans? :D It was quite funnayeee! Ate dinner and went home. shall upload photos when i get hold of them. Its with my uncle. (:

Today, Dont expect anything exciting. Its totally BORING! yeah, shit. Went to church. hah, was facebooking on Josiahs itouch during th whole service. Super boring lah, & cant be bothered to listen. Mummy and Daddy already pissed me off in the morning . kept shouting cause praise misplaced her wallet -.- Thats really no biggy cause they found it in the car. Oh fuck, for heavens sake, disturb my dreams. So got up & headed to church. After church , Wanted to go somewhere else to eat. but who knows somebodys car was blocking our car, so we cant get out-.- and so we had to eat nearby-.- What the shit lah! Every weeeeeeeeek eat same place , buey sian de meh? Then homed. Later going for my shitty chinese tuition. Blah, its the first lesson. I hope the people in th class are fun. If not its gna be a DRAG going there everyweek. God, please help me. ):

Goodbye 2009;

2010-01-01T15:12:00.011+08:00

Yesterday,

Went fr watchnight. It was at sembawang, sucha long journey, so camwhore-d to make time pass faster! :D Then went fr dinner, before heading to church. Sat with stefanie , Rachelee, Praise, Pamelia & blahblah(: Stefanie was super crazy, she made me go high! :D We kept laughing, & that made my 3 hours there pass by so fast! :D (which was a good thing, cause the serv was totally boring) & yeah, laughed till my cheeks hurt. Had fun. & that timothy(idiot) poked me! :O Gawsh. Thats mean! >:( hehe, Then went home. Eeling took our car. It was noisey, mummaye was nagging bout tuition, & how "well" i spent my time. Blah, but i fell asleep & didnt really bother bout what she was talking. Even daddaye told her to stop. She's like a gun, never stop banging! >:O Booz!

And and and and and , i've got my new years resolution up!(: Hehehe, i hope i can try try try try try try to keep to it huh, so here it goes, Try not to laugh(:

I WANNA;

#1: Be Happy, cry less than last year.

#2: Be a better girlfr, student(i really hope) & stay outta trouble.

#3: Study harder

#4: Play Netball better/train stamina

#5:Grow up,

Yupyup, thats all. :D hehe. i'd try to be good! :D

& Today,

I've nothing to do. Just Watched Princess. Super nice. hehe, & this morning i couldnt get outta bed. So frigging sleepy. & my whole body hurts , Badly! And now using com & hearing my mum nag my sister on how she should be more focused next year , blah. Hehe, but she wont get a chance to nag me , cause i'm so gna keep myself busyyyy! (: heehee. I wna watch hi, my sweetheart.

byebyebyebyebyebyebye!

Tag replies(;

2009-12-31T16:52:00.003+08:00

Faith t Teri: hehe, oh i see, uh okay when got time ba (: lazyyyy !

Faith t Yushan: hehe, did santa come? (: yup , saw yah!

Faith t Matilda: Thanks babehhhh. Lets go prawninggggg! luvvvvv yah!

Faith t FeliciaTWQ: Thanks babe!

Faith t Rachel: yeahyeah, you & church, forever! :D hehe, joking. :D

Faith t MEGAN: hehe, thanks dearie

Faith t Praise: well thanks . er when i hav time lah(: i dont think we shld link each other. its frigging dangerous, if you know what i mean lah. (:

Faith t Teri : haha, i aint vulguar lahz. :D LOL. yupyupz i'm gna gna gna chop seat(!!!)

Faith t Rachelee: hehe, i alr tell her . But they keep asking me jus fill in. Laughs, dk ley.

Faith t Lingwei : heyyy!! :D

Faith t Gail: hehe, okok relax i'd call when i hav time. i'm super tired now.

Starting to believe i could be wrong ):

2009-12-31T16:07:00.004+08:00

Today, forced myself up early. Got ready, went fr weights training at 8am. Was there super early, but bel was earlier than me. Phews! :D I dont like to be in school aloneee. Like quite creepyyy! (: Then went to open th gym. Alot of people were late, then when yiling , yushan & hannah came in , i went out to talk to them , then mr chia thought i was late too. Laughs. Okay , then trained. Then went opposite to get something to eat before netball training. omt, i felt like puking lah. D: The milo was ____. (mr chia force us to eat) , then did warm ups. Super happy today dont need do sucide runs. Pfft , Yushan was procrastinating like mad. (: hehez, but did many drills && 2 quarters of match & one half court game. I was like a mad retarded crazy girl lah! :x heehee, then ms neo announced the main team. But there are only 2 more spaces left but she hasnt decide who. Me, Isabel, AbigailT, Janael& Yushan were not in. She say she counting the votes and tell us another time. OMGEEEE! i'm scareeeeed. she hasnt tell yet. D: i dont like th suspense. D; Its superrrrrr scary. Gawsh! hehe, okay okay nevermind. Yawns. My body is ache-ing like mad since th last training. oh &&& tomorrow would be next year :DDDD , hehe. Matilda say she aint coming fr class fr the first few days D: sadded. I'd chop a seat fr her :D heehee. Lets get the best seat with the most pretty seneryyyy(: hehe. okay i'm crapping. oh & i've yet to think of my new years resolution.

oh ps, dontcha think ladygaga rawks! :DDDD

oh and baby, i tried to call you, but couldnt get you. sorrysorrysorry. )):

i'd end here, TTFN!

Obsessionz,

2009-12-29T17:00:00.005+08:00

Oh well, today is screwed up. Had training. i though i was late, but i wasnt. Rushed like mad, but in the end early(: hehe, then yeah. Warm ups, and then sprints. SPRINTS nearly killed me like shitz! :O sigh, first few sprints still okay okay, but up till the 3rd set, omg lah , its like super tiring. I hate the sprinting back part. Need to change direction): sigh. Then court game. I played super badly. keep feeding wrongly. My legs felt wobbly. And i felt terrible. I felt sick. I felt like fainting. My knee hurts , dont know why lah . RAWRRR! sigh, i dont think i can get in the team already. D: i'm like so lousy now lah! D: GOD , please help me! yawns, Then went for strength training. slack lah, only 2 sets(phewww! :D) Then off for lunch at macs, then homesweethomed(:

i'm sorry if i'm dumb,

i'm sorry if i'm clumsy at times,

i'm sorry if i'm not as talented,

i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry for being immature.

&& i'm just so sorry to tell you,

i can't help it(:

Thats just meeee!(:

If only you knewwwww

2009-12-28T22:21:00.004+08:00

Today, nothing much. I feel dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb. Laughs. Okay firstly, woke up many many many times at night fr don't know what reason. & i went for math tuition when th tuition is supposed to be next wednesday. Laughs. I felt dumb. hehe, but its okay, wasted money on transport was terrible enough, but enduring those bumpyy bus rides, that was horrible ): Yeah, shit. :D hehe, but at least i gotta talk to him today :D hehe, and of cause Gail ( raincloud ) . She's also my like Talk Rubbish buddy (: Its super fun talking to her, even when she's watching her whatever show, she still answers me neh :D hee, but sadly she ain`t gna be in my class next year D: sobbs.

hais, but nevermind. Tomorrow there's training in school :) YAY! Finally we can go back to school to train again. Tralala. && there's strength training tomorrow . yayz! heehee, well thats all for my dumb crazy silly today. -.- well, on one hand , i want school to reopen , but on the other hand, i'm still slacking. Sigh, i read the lit book today till chapter 3 and my eyes went crossed! :O It was so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so confusing. I wonder how he read it in hours. hehe, i think he bluff me. Laughs, byebye^^v

Here we go , again :DDDD

2009-12-27T14:53:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY YAY! :DDDD

Faith is happyyy! :D hehez , okay retarded. i cut my fringe. hawhaw! :D been wanting to do so for like, so long ? hehe, oh well, went to church today. Was terribly late. && i was pissed when we had the youth meeting-,- oh fuck shitz, i had to be th leader fr the dk what thing . I dont even know whats that lah ! omg. Sianz , but tell you a secret kay? i ain`t going :D hehe, sorry lah. But i ain`t interested lah , ah yo. :x hehez , whatever(: . oh well , now my sister is talking to herself :D hehe so mean uh , i never reply her. :x heehee. Yawwwwwns, i hope school doesnt reopen. Then i can slack my life away, but nawh. i'd be hardworking huh. yesyesyes . i will be hardworking :DDD , omg, i'm trying to phyco myself. hawhaw, whatever. i'm bored. But blogger entertains me , Thats why i'm blogging almost everyday huh ._. oh well , i think this is all crap. :D blah blah blah. byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye^^v

birthday bashhhhhh (:

2009-12-26T15:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN♥!

Although this year, We ain`t so close anymore,

i still remember your birthday okay(:

hehe, Takecare and hope you last long with him.

Stay happy&chio.

& may all your birthday wish come true huh!

Love Yah!

Crawl back to love

2009-12-26T14:09:00.006+08:00

Baby, watch this (: hehe, omg, i'm addicted to this song nowwwww!

Today , Wake up at 11 :D cuz last night sleep late. Then went to bathe and got ready, Auntie Joycelyn and family came :D laughs. i fried chicken wings, and Gawsh, i promise that'll be the last time i fry it, it was super tiring and omg , the oil keep splatting D: painful neh D: Yup, and now i'm rotting awayyyyyy. Anyone wants to entertain me :D

Yersterday, Christmas Day!

hehe, Nothing much. I woke up kinda late , Bathed and got ready to go out.

Baby called, we chatted :) (YAYS!*) heehee, then yeah, mummaye asked me to put down cuz we going out, but i didnt want , so she offed the frigging switch-,- okay whatever. then went to tampmall, see YAMAHA pianos. But apparently, they ain`t nice. D: The keys were like hardddd!

So painful. So daddy said go christofory(?) dk how spell. Yups. omggg. i wanted the piano $9,999! but daddy say i crazy-,- hehe. so i settled for a $6,000 one :D not bad also lah! Cant wait for it to arrive. I think it will arrive next year. Most probably bah. :D Thanks daddaye, melovechuz! :D then bought it alr, Wanted to go orchard to shop , but it was closed. so yeah. We went VIVO :D hehe , went topshop , zara , fox, esprit and forever 21 :D omgeee! i'm so in love with that shop. But i couldnt decide what to buy so i just got a necklace and earrings :D my sister got a dress ^^ By that time quite late le , so homesweethomed.

Called baby, sorry it was so late. Then he say call back but er i think his parents shouting. so yeah. :x Went to nightmare at 2am :O omg , i had a scary nightmare. if you wna know, come ask me (:

This was Christmas Eve night.

When we got so so so so so so so so so so so super bored.

& this was what you get.

CAMWHORE!

:D i`d be thr fr you

2009-12-24T17:00:00.008+08:00

MERRYCHRISTMASEVERYONE! (:

Falalalalalalalala. (: hehe , Todays Christmas eve! hawhaw, and i just came back home from net outreach. Had fun lah. Then i'm supposed to go my auntie's house straight , cuz my parents and the two kiddys are there alr , but me and praise wna waste time , dont wna go thr so early , so here we are at home , using com secretly. hawhaw, ain`t we smart :D hehe, yawns yawns yawns. We sure go home super late today, well , as usual huh. :D i hope everyones HIGH there :D if not i'd be bored to death can ? LOL. oh and thats my written wish list :D tralala. :/ dont laugh at me :D But i'm really wishing santa would come tonight , together with my alien that is :D Laughs, and i cant seem to rotate that pictureeeee ! oh bother! :D heck :/ GRRR. christmas christmas, besides pressys , i guess i'm getting FAT. like omg, all the food! :O

Well, Thats all fr now :D byebyez!

Never Wanted To

2009-12-23T12:00:00.004+08:00

LESBO

& You know,

I've never wanted to hurt you,

I've never wanted to bring you down,

I've never wanted to be a burden to you.

& You know,

You need'nt hide this all,

You can just tell me,

We'll be better off this way.

Why hide and let yourself get hurt.

I hav no idea whats going through your head.

But i know now,

I cant be the one , being there for you.

You are making me go nuts.

Your crazy moodswings can hurt too.

You have to know, you ain`t the only one thats hurt.

I've my own issues to face.

So now,

Its decided,

You settle your own problems,

& i'd settle mine,

We'll settle it in our own ways.

So i wont ever be a burden to you,

Neither would i hurt you.

Sorry i peaked into your diary,

But i promise it'll be the last time,

Dont tell me anymore.

I dont wna know.

So i wont get worried for you.

Thanks.

Tag replies(:

2009-12-22T20:40:00.002+08:00

i've decided to reply tags now (:

So here it goes ,

Tag Replies ;

Teri: ha ha ha. grace chew sucks man hahahah luvyou babe i will buy you a christmas tree ASAP

Faith: HEHE, YEAH! totally can ? uh where is my christmas tree ? DDDD:

Teri: OMG eh! i watched the twilight will get you laid too! hahha jasper asked me to watch the justin bieber one HAHAHH so funny!

Teri: Peter chao right heehee..He damn evil sia! hahahha

Faith: hehe , its super funny lah , yeah abit lah actually :x

Teri: Ha ha ha tmr do not be late and hope you can come k k k!! call me! In the morning

Faith: sorryy sorry sorry couldnt go, D: but at least i called youh :D

Teri: hahah gail you suckkkkk! hahhaha spam tskk. go and die hahahahahaha. ya la tsk. neopets -.-

Faith: hehehehe , yeah lor gail D: hehe , eh , you dont look neopets no up uh :D

Teri: HA HA HA OMG MY HOUSE EVERYDAY GOT CONTRACTORS K! WORST LEHHHH! HAHAHHAHAH! TAGGEDDD

Teri: My house's renovations are almost done. Just a lil to touch up And oh i guess mu mum doesn't hire bangla dash workers? Ha lucky me See you soon!

Faith: mine was done long ago dude :D hehee

Gail ♥: You kno , THAT WAS DAMN INSULTING TO TWILIGHT ! SCREW YI JUN !

Faith: it's not Yijun's Fault You know (: its the person who did that video . LOLOL

gail: got caleb happy luh . i call u you sound so dead.

Faith: did i sound dead ? hehe , no loh , is cause you called me early in the morning , you know i hate talking to people in the morning D;

Gail ♥: Faith !!!! I kno he's your everything but don't every post abt him luh

Faith: Whatever gail ! :D i did NOT ! :D

Gail ♥: at least talk abt how much you love me larh

Faith: Do i love you ? huh huh huh ? :x jokingggg :P

Gail ♥: don't say go die to me .

Faith: GO DIE :x

Gail ♥: & neopets play too long will get brain malfunction .

Faith: oh really, i guess that only applys to you . well not only when you play neopets :D EVERYDAY(:

rachel: i did lor!=P

Faith: just onlyyyy ! :D

YUSHANN(: FAITHHHHHH!

Faith: YUSHANNNNNNNNN! :D

praise: helloo! tagggggg(:

Faith: hey babeh :D thanks :D

We'll fly awayyyy(((:

2009-12-22T20:27:00.001+08:00

Hehe , Watched 3D Avatar today. Omgee , didnt expect it to be just so cool :) Its like super nice lah , uh but ~~abit~~ scary. Went E-hub with Teacher Shirleen, Zara, Teri , Amos , Edmund , Joey, Christina , my sister and Zovy (: hehe, Went for lunch and then went watch the movie. Then uh , went bowling. For Gawd Damn-ed sake, i suck at bowling , like totally. hehe , oh well :D then homesweethomed (:

Currently eating SantaClaus lolipop :D hehe , i cant bear to bite his head off DDDDD:

Crazymisunderstandings

2009-12-21T13:36:00.006+08:00

Yay, finally uploaded a fraction of the photos took yesterday :)

Yesterday was Grandmother's bird-day :D hehe , so went bbq :D

Was kinda bored so like camwhore-d :D

hehe , yeah. Thats all for now.

baibai ^^v

so can you tell me ?

2009-12-17T17:01:00.001+08:00

You don’t just automatically love someone. you have to slowly learn to trust, then you start believing them. You want to be with them more to the point where you’re jealous of anyone who tries to be with that person. Then it gets you mad but you get past it, you can’t be jealous anymore. You can’t because you have this undying confidence that this person will never leave you, they will never betray you, and that they would never pick someone else over you, that you’re irreplaceable. That’s when the confidence hits you, that you really do love each other and it’s unbreakable.

So, can you give me this undying confidence that you will never leave me, will never betray me, and that you would never pick someone else over me, that i'm irreplaceable?

Relationships are not about whom you've known the longest , or who cared first , or who cared best. It's all about who came and never left .